AHHHH!!!!

I am having issues with this english lit. class. I read the poems over and over but i'm just not getting the big picture. I really am trying. I have these great ideas but im having problems getting them from my head to my computer. I guess I just have way to much on my mind, but i'm starting to get frusterated.
Friday is parent teacher confrences and all of my student's are taken care of. We still have to go to work untill noon, so i'm hoping the peace and quite will allow me to get caught up on all my never ending class work. I put my daughter to bed at 7:30 (she hates it) and work on my hw, but i never seem to be able to get caught up.
The teacher that I work with wont be there tomorrow so i have the class to myself. Im pretty excited. It does get kind of roudy with him not being there. We have 9 special needs children in the class this year. It's better than the 12 we had last year, but a huge change from the 4 that were there when i first started. I LOVE it thou!!!!!!!! I cant wait until i am the teacher and not the assistant. My daughter is calling for me to read her Nacy Drew before she goes to bed.